Thursday, December 6, 2012

6 days from now plus 9


Where will your life lead you in 6 days? The apex of your life, the summit, the compass, the passing. Decisions for your life on where you want to be, desires and goals all takes place on 12/12/12. Make a plan, pray, devote, and process your thoughts. What is most real to you? I know what is most real to me, and it is not this. Not my blog, not facebook, not instagram, not even my salon. It's my family, especially my son. My dearest friends, my blood, and my animals. Nothing else matters in the grand scope of things. Life has been extricated into virtual identity. How many fans, friends and followers. The powers that be have made us all into sheep. Longing to follow....

Rebel, animal, I do not follow. I lead. But in doing so I find it quite hard to be the better person. Always taking the higher road, submitting to the angers and anguish of others. I feel I want to fight back and spit in the face of adversity. Giving it a big FU at times. So what are my desires and wishes for the primordial gate on 12/12? That I live to give the life my child deserves and desires. It is not about me, it's about him. Any mother or parent knows what I mean when I explain this. I would lay down my life to give him breath! How could that not be more important than anything else?

Where are we to be in a few days from now? I have no idea. What I do know is hold on to your loved ones, say you love them, express your love, and feel love! There is nothing else, truly...nothing more than love. Having touched love, given love and received love. The quantum leap, the microcosm, the big band theory, it all equals love. Energy exchanged creating existence. Nothing else creates me but this element of life! So I say to you as I add pics to my instagram and write a blog...get real people! Feel life, experience love, touch someone's life. Meditate on where you want to be during this concourse. May it be as it should be....

With love,
your Lionhearted Mom